you were good to me lyrics meaning

You were good to me Leaving, isn't better than trying Growing, but I'm just growing tired Now I'm worried for my soul And I'm still scared of growing old You were good to me You were good to me, yeah And I'm so used to letting go But I don't wanna be alone You were good to me You were good to me, yeah, oh God only knows, where our fears go . stargazing lyrics